A little background on myself. I have played semi-pro the last 5 years or so. I have played professionally between jobs twice in this period for about 4/5 months each before starting a new full-time job. When I have a job I primarily play about 15-20 hours a week and when I was playing full-time I played 30-40 hours a week. I play primarily 3/5 NL
Recently I have just been down on poker. I am having my best year in poker this year, however when I win it just doesn't feel good anymore and when I beat a recreational player I kinda feel guilty about it. When I have a losing session I feel 100 times worse than the good feeling I get from a winning session. Also when I get to the table I feel like the other players know I am a winning player and I can tell they are not happy to see me sit down. It just gives me a negative vibe and no one wants any part of me for the most part. I am tired of seeing the same faces all the time and spending time with people who dislike me. There have been people at the table who I got along with and had a great conversation with but I once won a big pot vs one of those guys and then they stopped talking to me and give me a dirty look every time I sit in a game with them.
Does anyone else who plays a lot ever feel like this and is there any advice in what I should do. I still enjoy playing the game most the time but I am a fun and social guy and I am not feeling that way anymore at my local casino which is basically the only poker room in town.