Ever since my Vegas trip back in March, it's been a real struggle for me. I've lost 8 out of my last 10 sessions. I have zero confidence in my game when driving in to a session. I feel like I'm already defeated before I sit down at the table. The games here have gotten tougher, there aren't as many giveaways of full stacks anymore.
I'm operating on such a short roll ($5k for 1/2 $300 max) games and am carrying debt that's crippling me (over 10k).
I'm also having issues at work (work with my brother) and that drastically effects my mood, which I think carries over into my game. I made a couple stupid decisions over a couple nights and took bad hits playing table games. I never used to be this undisciplined. I used to pride myself on being very disciplined not only on the tables, but off it as well.
I keep thinking "All I need is one win, any win that will bring me confidence." Sadly, it hasn't come as of late. I've resigned myself to playing small SNG/MTTs on Stars (only have a $300 roll online).
Just see no end in sight......... fml
Any feedback (positive AND negative) would be appreciated.